Thursday, October 16, 2008

Wish you were here.



I miss you so much. Sometimes when I am lying in bed doing my best to fall asleep at some random hotel room or sitting in yet another airport doing my best to stay awake I think about you and I miss you so much it hurts. I fucking hate this job! I make a compromise because I need some cash and I think what can one little compromise do? But for every little bit I give, they try and take a little more. I didn’t want to travel, I didn’t want to be on TV, I sure as fuck didn’t want to travel AND be on TV, and I definitely didn’t want to end up in this hotel all alone doing my best to chase some Z’s that quite possibly I will never catch.

I am at one of the most beautiful beaches in the world. I am surrounded by some of the coolest guys I know. This isn’t where I want to be. These aren’t the people I want to be around. I love you and I wish you were here, but even more than that, I wish I was home with you.


4 comments:

miike said...

Thanks. I miss you too.

Andrew said...

I know the feeling... and it sucks. Hang in there!

Jason said...

I am sure it get lonely out there, but we miss you just as much when you are away.

Trevor said...

This makes me sad. You are doing amazing things right now. Appreciate it for what it is, and have a good time!